Before I go to bed

I haven't posted in a while, I can't think of anything worth reading.
So now, I'm listening to one of my favorite bands, System of a Down Ego Brain.

Life is but a dream
drifting on a stream
a stream
consciously it seems
all of what remains

Ego Brain
and they shame
shame love after it rains
you see my pain is real
watch my world dissolve
and pretend that none of us see the fall
as I turn to sand
you took me by the hand
and declared that love prevails over all

I am just a man
fighting of the man
for land
for land
while I turn to sand
inspite of the pain

Ego Brain
and they shame
shame love after it rains
you see my pain is real
watch my world dissolve
and pretend that none of us see the fall
as I turn to sand
you took me by the hand
and declared that love prevails over all

All of what remains
Ego Brain
and they shame
shame love after it rains
you see my pain is real
watch my world dissolve
and pretend that none of us see the fall
as I turn to sand
you took me by the hand
and declared that love prevails over all

thoughts+emotion=behavior

No matter what you do
The words you speak
How you look right through me
The kisses on the cheek

No matter when you call
Just to check up
The cutesy messages
The Make believe bluff

I'm not capable or even willing,
To be realest person you expect me to be.